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Cutting Daisies
05:16
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How will we recover from the bombs in the war
As they tore the city apart?
I need a lover, not a killer’s smile
As she pushed the knife up higher
Of course you live with fear
Walking down the street
Shirt sleeves in the heat
Sickness in the alert
The rich pay to stay clear
From the rocket’s smear
If this new beauty has a mark
It’s grown ugly like our hearts
It had a lover
On channel three
But they kissed so hard, more like enemies do when they kiss each other
This lunar scene
Has no history
Is more like a dream
If the crater’s curve
Gives ya what you need
Watch the children bleed
Ahh, Ooooh oh oh oh (2x)
Bah Bah Bah Bah Bah
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Twin Cities
03:57
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Mary touched the hand of her best friend on TV
they didn’t start out that way, you know, but they grew close
twin cities filmed live
Minneapolis lies under the moon
shining lakes like the window’s spill
of lamplight across the snow
it’s as cold as the moon tonight
in this world without men Mary held the pen
shaping all of the news in her leather boots
girls everywhere sit and stare like into the sun
to she her do all the shapely things they haven’t done
love is all around
she turns the world on with her smiling self-love shove
push then pull
I’m in love with the world tonight
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Epithalamium
04:12
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“easy to find, in your face
a silence or a tower of grace”*
tiny fingers upon the cake
I denied my franchise
in a gazebo for love’s sake
if you had to arrange it again
would you elect this name, this day?
if you’re feeling blue under the veil?
satin rustles like snow on aspens
near Grand Marais near the lake
a bride at the turn of the century
“so crooked to move as a capitalist
a cancer, or a fresh young flower”*
as you sashay down the aisle
I know you, you know me
if you had to arrange it again would you?
would you?
Mary Beth the treeline swells with the wedding bells
Mary Beth the treeline swells with the wedding bells
Mary Beth in America but it’s so far north
Mary Beth the treeline swells but you feel like hell
marry us in America, almost Canada
Mary Beth, marry us, Mary
* from the poem “A Bride in the 30’s” by W.H. Auden
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4. |
In Spain
05:08
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You got off that train
You packed way too much luggage
I felt my back strain
I waited there for you
We went straight downtown, the hotelier smiled
You replied with a frown
I waited there for you
In spain
the pain you felt will melt away
Just twist your arms and dance my love
It’s only lovers leavin’, a young breast is heavin’
Tears like the flood, tears that just come
I want to go dance
But not in English
So I can romance and gypsy twist the air
You know what it means to lose your mind
Escape everything, everything that is you
In Spain
the summer night could ease the pain
Just close your eyes and feel the loss
It’s only castles burning, a new path unfurling
Straight to the heart
In Spain the summer sun won’t fade away
Just stop your thoughts and feel the glow
It’s only lifetimes crumbling away
The venus hum inside your head
It’s only cities sinking
Under your endless thinking
That the pain bears no love
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5. |
Instant Coffee, pt. 1
03:23
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Instant Coffee (pt. 1)
you’re there in your room
dispelling the gloom
L.A. haze like lake effect snow
the new police, you know they know
that you’re making coffee
it smells so good
now on a train
you’re moving away
to New York for an undetermined stay
what do you do?
who do you see?
when you’re speaking you’re speaking shaky Arabic
or is it Farsi?
take some more sour cold instant coffee
so it’s eight weeks in a New York cell
your wife don’t know if you’re doing well
only that you’ve gone
and that the men were cold
intractable late in the night
roll back, way back
roll back, way back
roll back, way back
roll back, way back
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6. |
John Glenn
07:50
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John Glenn
tight white flight suit will cover me like a pall
i breathe with a mask and a golden mirror
bubble will spin it’s reflection back down
to the ground the reflection of me
me
i’ve got my thigh-high fly by boots
i smile while i play the camera’s goof
spinning so free oh my sweet wife half asleep
circumspect in the way i orbit you with the lightest touch
a touch of me
me
zero g and i feel fine oh lord
zero g and i feel fine
just afraid
i’m afraid
that i’ll come down
i’ll come down
the soft padding sound
of my slippered feet in my batman suit
the crack of dawn on a december day
mother mommy ma
daddy came here for me
mother mommy mommy ma
santa’s spinning spinning me
me
zero g and i feel fine oh lord
zero g and i feel fine
just afraid
just afraid
that i’ll come down
i’ll come down
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Parallax View
03:19
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“Parallax View” (Sanden)
Parallax view
My sight was not quite right
I moved to see you
But something shifted slightly
Something inside of you
Further up hill
Now you’re riding higher
The lift’s schreech shrill
Your skis pokin’ sky
I follow you still
Long shadows cast oe’r the snow plow
Your smile maybe we’ll try it now
A pair of cats mewl
I saw that look of longing
Scratch a cat a place for two
But the pair was fightin’
How I long for you
Parallax View
Squinting against the glare so loud
You eyes just make me fall apart
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8. |
Cold to Me
03:29
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Cold To Me (Sanden)
in the city it’s so hot
and the summer air when I’m trying to sleep
up and over
out to the balcony
wet a towel in the hotel sink
and stare at the lights below
you’re so cold baby
so cold to me
I wore my whitest
I wore my tightest shirt
I polished up my shiny new shoes
I imagined Neil Young much younger
his music in my head
where I could almost dance impossible moves
across the frozen food section
you’re so cold baby
from my home fires burning down
to your Alaskan palace
your Alaskan palace
you cold white goddess so cruel
you’re so cold baby
you’re so cold baby
you’re so cold baby
so cold to me
so cold to me
so cold to me
so cold to me
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9. |
Nov. 1
05:51
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Nov. 1 (Sanden)
I make an altar to my dead
and I sit longing but I’m not giving up yet
all these friends have gone
so I’m partially cracked
and hapless, oh lord
if I ask you
I ask you
I’m begging you
to please show me how to make sense
of the way that you love
out by the entrance a photo of Tom Smith
on the pool’s edge ready to drop in
are you so lonely so that you can’t really give?
but darling you gave, I know
I ask you
I ask you
I’m begging you
to please show me how it would feel
there’s so much more than this
how the night and the half-light flows
the day recedes but you won’t
the old heart begins
the old heart begins
the old heart begins
waking, shaking with love!
with a new love
grown out of the half-light of us!
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Confirmation
03:27
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Confirmation (odie.)
when you descended down those stairs
in the way no one ever should
you were good breathing the way of Syd
completely opposite, amazed at the would
engraved within the truth with every hit that is it
that is when you became God
this isn’t accidental though
to forget to remember those in greedy times
what he really thinks of that is this:
of those days that may exist
may they pucker up their lips
lean over and then kiss
your every incidental instances
I know you think this is my confirmation
but this isn’t over yet it’s a trilogy of vignettes
and so the sooner that it gets said
the sooner it will flow in your body and your head
the sooner it will grow in the caverns of your mind
the sooner it well fester embracing discord and rhyme
I pray that my god likes me now
he seems to forgive me and he converging
we’re in the dark now I and I turn on the light to see the dawn
with us writhing and enthralled
at the writing that is scrawled
on the proverbi-able three walled plastic curtained stall
I think that my god likes me now
he seems to forgive me somehow
he likes me now and then, now and then
he forgives me now and then, now and then
he digs me now and then, now and then
he likes us now and then, now and then
he likes me now and then
now and then and now
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11. |
Sick Yellow Flower
04:22
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Sick Yellow Flower (Sanden)
here’s a sad story about sick yellow Tina
she used to work with Joe
she’d follow him around to the storage closet
and she'd start to breathe like this
you meet me early and direct
you smile slightly and stand so erect
yellow flowers in a vase
cotton blouse slipping down to show too much lace
this lovely fantasy turned sick on me
and I was snared with my hand unwittingly touching
you push against me I try to escape
yellow hair upon me
no incidental rape
you, I hear you breathing
why are you and I alone here in this filthy, dirty little room?
this lovely fantasy turned sick on me
and I was snared with my heart unwillingly wanting
you
you
you
you
it was you, long ago
breathing, heavenly
on the phone, long ago
breathing, heavenly
breathing, feeling some kind of sick yellow crush
you
you
you
you uh-huh
yellow
yellow
yellow
yellow uh-huh
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12. |
Downslide
04:45
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Downslide (Joe Reyes)
you’re looking away
I’m looking at the worst drought in years
you’re feeling the strain
I’m feeling my own stare in every mirror
downslide, caught you on my downslide
I’m doing the math
you’re doing your best Enola Gay
I’m putting things off
you’re putting your bags right in the way
downslide, caught you on my downslide
downslide, caught you on my downslide
and we won’t name any names
you drink the remedy
and I take the blame
you’re right where I stood
I’m right in the path that you have carved
you’re so resolute
and I’m so emotionally starved
downslide, caught you on my downslide
downslide, caught you on my downslide
downslide, caught you on my downslide
downslide, caught you on my downslide
downslide, caught you on my downslide
downslide, caught you on my downslide
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